Off I go again. I’m so tired, I’m not even so sure what direction we are going, especially after we did, what seems to be a complete circle.
This has been a wicked long week with so much to get done before having to leave for Vegas this morning. Just a lot of last minute stuff trying to get newsletters, press releases, web updates, and a bunch of new audio cut. A friend told me last night that “You’ll never work a day in your life if you are doing something you love.” I laughed and said I don’t think I’ve ever worked more!
My head does hurt from burning the candle at both ends and I’m hoping I can get a little bit of sleep on the 5 hour flight from JFK to LAS. We’ll see, but at least it’s not as bad as riding the train and I might be able to catch a couple winks.
I’m still not sure this is one of my smarter moves making this trip, kind of like the blog I wrote a couple back, you know the about how none of this stuff we do in racing makes much sense at all. Even I am starting to question just what it is that keeps me wanting to do this right now.
I guess that I am driven to lead this merry band of loosely organized racers of roadsters by my example. I want to show all of them that we can bring the band together, promote it, help to keep it stable and perpetuate it for as long as we can so that some kid can have his day as he cheers on his hero.
If it’s the death of me I’m going to prove to people that it takes a lot of work, non stop attention to details, and the ability to always seek the good in people so that we can come together for one casue that will, in the long run, not only make the DIVISION stronger, but helps us each to learn a little more about each other and have a little more tolerance towards those that we would otherwise dismiss as fools.
Yet, this morning, I’m not so sure of it all. I think maybe it’s just because I’m tired but I all i can think of is that there was more to get done before I started this trip to, well…do more.
So as I look out tthe window of this aluminum tube at the beatutifule site God is giving me this late Octorber morning, I have to just take a deep breath and accept that I did my best and am still trying to do my best to push this dream forward. The horizon is now filled with the soft hues of a morning sun just beginning to peak over the clouds as we start our descent into JFK. This site is so much more pleasing than that of a computer screen and it’s a reminder that, no matter how much I or anyone eles places too much importance on saving a one of a kind type of auto racing, what I’m seeing right now is so much more of a reason to keep doing what I am and sharing it with those that will listen.
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